EXPERIENCESNOW.

everyday.

somebody is losing somebody precious to them.

it’s cruel.. isnt it?

14th May 2009

1220pm

grandpa went off to heaven without saying goodbye.

wat’s gonna happen to all the family gatherings.
wat’s gonna happen to grandma.

saw my grandpa lying there.
motionlessly. pale-white face.
i didn’t go up to touch him at all.
hoping it’s not real. hoping tt it’s not him tt i see.

standing there looking at the pple setting up the stuff for the wake.
i haven’t imagined myself to b in there.
i didn’t c tt coming.
wasn’t grandpa coming back soon?
weren’t we waiting for him to b discharged from the hosp.

“I didn’t get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can’t
I hope you can hear me

Cause I remember it clearly
the day you slipped away was the day i found
It, won’t be the same

Now you’re gone
There you go 
Somewhere I can’t bring you back
Somewhere you’re not coming back

I miss you.
-slipped away, avril lavigne

beeeeeeep.

i’ve nth much to blog nowadays.
i’ve been thinking much……… but i didn’t wan to blog abt it.
it’s useless to blog abt it. it’s a waste of time to read abt it.

been wanting to play badminton.
u noe. when the shuttlecock comes flying over to my side.
using all my might to hit it over to the other side.
wanna get very tired by jus playing badminton.
but no chance to.

met up wif bestieooi and esther on sunday.
at 7plus nearly 8. hahhaa.
of cos it was my idea. =)
wasnt exhausted. played outdoors……… not tt fun.
then we girls went over to macdonald’s to chat.
i drank 2 large cup of milo (!)

i dun hav school on FRIDAY!
hw cool is tt.
lecturer has got a seminar on dunno when…
so classes are cancelled.

mechanics jus sucks.
seriously seriously.
i envy and hate the smart pple in my class.
they leave us no chance to try to understand the previous topic at all.

on a lighter note.
ely lost something tt really cracked me up today.
haven been laughing THIS much alr. =)))

saw ipod touch 32gb at apple online store.
it’s selling at $399!!
i bought my 16gb at $498. SIGH.

dun tink im going to jakarta for my fren’s wedding.

tiger airway has this free air tix promo till tmr. 13th may.

my classes end at 12 tmr. im meeting caibaotou to tampines 1!
but before tt im going to the stall to help my mum.

im stil waiting for cais to confirm wif me abt the langkawi trip date.

waiting for my girls’ replies in email abt our trip too.

i miss james and kiki for their nonsense.

jus read tis news on yahoo.
saw this part and felt so sad.
“I know I must resume my normal life,” said Lin Zemao, a teary-eyed 50-year-old farmer who lost his wife and son in the quake, standing in front of the ruins where his son was killed.

“They would want that, but since they left there is really nothing to live for.”

For four days since Sunday, survivors have been allowed to return to perform traditional Chinese rites. Most go to the places where they believe their loved ones died. The sound of wailing relatives drifts through the air.

lastly. i tink i wanna b a nun in the church. HAHAHA.

hw random………………………

i dunno wat else to blog.
mayb i’ll b back later when i tink of more things to write.
BYE PEEPOS.

last long wif ur other half bcos i tink u pple rock! =)

i nd food therapy. booshits.

heh heh.
i feel so much like a grown up now.
wenta cut my hair on my own jus now!
of cos im not being ridiculous~ hahahaha.
it’s an accomplishment for me OKAAAY. *coughs*

papa’s out. mama’s out.
weiling’s alone at home again!
BORING.

initially meeting bestieooi to go caibaotou’s house later.
cos we simply cant stand her “decision”. LOL~
but then changed our mind.
cos caibaotou’s celebrating mother’s day wif her mama tmr~
therefore. bo bian la. aiyoooooooo.

revolutionary road is no more in theatres! =/

i feel so nervous abt tmr. =X

BYE PEEPOS!

the weather is so HOT today!
when i step out from my room jus now.
the living room’s feels like an oven -.-

tmr’s friday again!
the days’ passing by very fast now.
dun u tink so?
it’s going to b june……..
which means many pple are turning 21!!

june we hav huiming, jinghong.
july we hav shirley.
aug we hav wennie, james.
sept “half-time” rest~
oct we hav kasim, jan & cher (!)
nov. it’s me it’s me! =)))
dec we hav ting, porh, esther (!)

i received my pri sch’s fren sms today!
she’s getting married. like wowowowowow.
and she invited me to her wedding in jakarta! double wowows.
first time gonna attend fren’s wedding.
but if i gotta go alone….. then i tink im not going. *pouts*
waiting for bestieooi’s reply~ mayb she and wennie and me can go tour
then on the wedding day, i’ll go for wedding. =)
hopefully sg nor the whole asia will b affected by the damn swine flu.
or else cannot go indonesia!! =(

and and. esther cai baotou is driving me nuts now now now!
ROARS.

gd nite peepos!

mama forgot to bathe stitch jus now! *pouts*

stitch gotta wait for another 3 more days from now.
goshhhhhhhh~ smelly smelly.

bestieooi says STICKO is not nice!

next time buy dun give her.
hahahahhahahhaa.

anw. bestieooi acc me to northpoint for my phone’s makeover today!
to the g-mask beside kfc, located inside singtel.
kinda disappointed though. not as nice as i imagined it to be.
and it’s very ex!

first. i tout the finishing wld b very smooth. but it’s not.
2ndly. the design i chose for my front is….. it did not match wif my phone. SO. kinda eeeeew~
3rdly. stitch’s design is VERY LIMITED! not g-mask’s fault though. disney has copyright. therefore alot of the designs nds disney’s approval.
4thly. the front is not so well-done tt i hav abit of difficulty pressing my buttons. awwww~

but i love the back of my phone very much!
mayb i’ll use ely’s phone to take pics of my phone tmr.
so i can upload it here and share wif u guys. =)

finally i went to g-mask today eh.
had wanted to go the first day i bought my phone.
cos i simply cant stand the fingerprints. =X
fyi: the back and front of my phone reflects lotsa and lotsa fingerprints.
VERY UGLY! =(

im now considering whether i shld take the front wrap out.
but waste money lehhhhhh.
somemore disney designs nd to add $9 MORE.

anw. im not trying to put g-mask down.
it’s not so bad la~ but hav to consider damn hard for ur designs.
or u’ll b like me. quite and not so happy.

they had a wide variety of designs too!
which is not available for viewing in their website.
gotta head down to the shop to seeeeeeee~

and and. i didn’t manage to buy a thermometer today!
ALL SOLD OUT.
ROARS. wat am i gonna use to take temp tmr~~~~~
now sp gotta take temperatures. and we hav to logon to the database to register our temperatures for the day! =X
tmr how how how.

and im kinda broke alr.
when it’s like only 4th may.
when papa jus gave me pocket money.
aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyo. BOO.
i nd to strike 4D on WEDNESDAY AND SATURDAY AND SUNDAY AND THE FOLLOWING WEDNESDAY AND SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. =/

all right.
time for bed!
no. i mean rot on bed for “videos-viewing” now~

GD NITE FRENS!

saw this on yahoo news.
so wowow~ space saving eh.
but the architect spent alot of money on it too.
hmmm~

cousin jus msged me!
hahahhaa.
while i was thinking hw am i gonna sleep for the whole week without stitch.
cousin msged to say she’ll bring my stitch to hosp, so mum can bring it home! =)))
i left stitch at ah ma hse in the afternoon.
forgot to bring it home for the FIRST TIME. =(

i’ve never forget about stitch leh. aiyoyo.
dunno wat happen today. boohoos.
fyi: i’ve grown so used to stitch tt i cant sleep without it.
so. i practically bring it everywhere i go as long as im staying out for the nite. =/

SIGHERS.

and then i got freaked out by this damn ass lizard jus now.
Zzz. screamed when i saw it in the toilet.
screamed even LOUDER when it fell off the wall halfway trying to crawl away when it saw me.

ROARS. i wished i dare to jus get a tennis racket and smash it flat. =X

gd nite frens.